Personal musing: What is going on? Way too much silence!

Yes, I have been quiet. I even neglected to write what would have been important blogs during important times such as my birthday, independence day, father’s day and other moments where I certainly have had thoughts pondering and percolating.  Yet, I have failed and not lived up to this commitment. It is something God has called me to do but I have let self get in the way. For there is always a reason not to write something. It is too late, I am too tired.  Things have kinda spiralled a little down for me since April. Now a lot of the focus was on prayer for Freedom house and there battles. Yet, as that battle went on and things started moving forward in some directions the energy and ability to push through from me was lacking.   Certainly at some point inertia sets in and trouble with motivation. So it may be that slipped into doing just a enough.  It also may be that writing opens me up to others in terms of my thoughts and ideas. There may be factors that were not directly at top of my mind that end up impacting mood and energy. I know something is not quite lined up as it should. I may be learning and discovering what that may be on the surface and the other issues God is working with me on.  So to all those who read and follow and have any care of what I have to say and share I apologize.  I do know I have pains and wounds of some sort that will need healing as when I examine self the pain is there.  So know this I am hurting for reasons not entirely know. The hurts have led to silence. The hurt leads to growth. And strangely it is my giving speech at church which I have yet to publish on the blog that really was a beginning. I promise to get that posted this week. I hope have not lost all who have followed. I know it is hard when you read others thoughts, they go silent and sometimes never return to writing. Well I have been silent but not gone. Do pray for me and for healing as I in turn work to help others in their process.

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The Saints Win

The Saints win.  Yes, that is the result of last nights Superbowl game.  Yet the words mean more to a Christian. Before going on further in my thoughts, I do not believe the game was won on the basis of name or anything symbolic that can drawn from the results of the game. Fact is, it is just a game. 

Now that being said, it is important for Christians to remember the end results are that “The Saints win.” The victory is already declared.  God has conquered sin and death and brought victory.  The forces of darkness, the tyranny of suffering, the selfishness of humanity are all defeated, the end of the story has been written. We just are playing out how we get to the final chapter. 

Now for someone who has accepted the Gospel and believes God has won it is at times hard to keep that focus.  The forces of darkness and tyranny of suffering seems unending.  It is easy to focus on the evil and pain, but we can have a different focus. Not on the pains, hurts, and struggles of this life, but recognition that God is in Heaven on the throne and He saw to make a way that selfishness can be overcome and everything made right. So, set you sight on Jesus, His victory, and walk in surrender.  In so doing you will sense the Joy and Peace of knowing victory is assured. The Saints win.